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- BOOKS, Page 90Dancing Tales
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- HOLDING ON TO THE AIR
- by Suzanne Farrell
- Summit; 322 pages; $19.95
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- THE SHAPE OF LOVE
- by Gelsey Kirkland
- Doubleday; 237 pages; $19.95
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- Since his death seven years ago, George Balanchine has taken
- on a strange, ectoplasmic life in the pages of other people's
- books, most of them written by his former dancers at New York
- City Ballet. One, Gelsey Kirkland's angry, vengeful Dancing on
- My Grave (1986), made the best-seller lists. This year brings
- a slight but more genial coda from Kirkland and the memoir the
- dance world has been waiting for, from Mr. B.'s last muse,
- Suzanne Farrell.
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- Farrell's Holding On to the Air -- the title comes from one
- of Balanchine's many wily stage instructions -- is a modest,
- somewhat limited book. One could wish that she had chosen a
- more adroit collaborator than Toni Bentley, a former City
- Ballet corps member. Even so, Farrell's spirit is generous, and
- she gets the big things right.
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- She sketches in charming details of her early hoydenish
- exploits, followed by baby-ballerina days in Cincinnati. At 15,
- she was spotted by City Ballet star Diana Adams, who suggested
- that if she ever came to New York City, she might telephone.
- That was enough for Farrell's mother, who packed up her family
- and moved right away into a tiny, one-room flat. "Mother," sums
- up the daughter, "pursued rather impractical interests in a
- practical way." Providentially, Farrell was accepted at the
- company's school.
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- At the heart of the book is a fascinating account of
- Balanchine's increasing obsession with his leggy protege. Young
- Suzanne was a chaste and sheltered Catholic girl whose onstage
- recklessness and daring were not reflected in her life. To her,
- Mr. B., 40 years her senior, was a god -- and a married man.
- But she responded to his every impulse.
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- In time they also spent off hours in each other's company,
- "eating, walking, lighting candles in churches." But even after
- he separated from his wife, they did not sleep together. When
- he took her home at night, she felt that he wanted to lock her
- in. At 22 she had a brief romance with a man her own age but
- could not face her mentor's wrath. Her next young suitor was
- savvier. Paul Mejia, a member of the company, slowly made
- friends with Farrell before asking for her hand -- and he got
- it.
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- Farrell went from dancing virtually every night to
- ostracism. When she brought matters to a head, she was barred
- from the theater. She and Mejia danced for four years with
- Maurice Bejart's company in Brussels before she went back to
- make peace with Balanchine.
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- One has the eerie feeling of dipping into a version of
- Proust's Swann's Way written from the point of view of the
- object of Swann's fixation. Farrell in no way resembles the
- fictional Odette, but she tries to distance herself from
- suffocating attention, tries to limit passion to the stage and
- embrace practicality off it. Balanchine's attentions were
- consuming. He designed little furs for her and bought her shoes
- because "I just love to hear you clip-clopping along." After
- she broke the spell, she danced old roles and new ones, finally
- watching Mr. B.'s slow decline and death.
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- Kirkland would never find herself in Farrell's exquisite
- dilemma. In Dancing on My Grave, she dismissed Balanchine as
- a neurotic martinet who emphasized music and rhythm over her
- own Method-acting approach to a role. Kirkland was a poetic
- artist whose romantic heroines in story ballets were indelible.
- Alas, her writing on the subject is not. The Shape of Love,
- written with her husband Greg Lawrence, is largely about a
- handful of performances she gave with the Royal Ballet in 1986,
- and there is too much trite gush about what motivated Giselle
- and what Juliet was thinking when she gulped the potion.
- Whatever the wellsprings of dance may be, they do not lie in
- words.
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- By Martha Duffy.
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